organised mess

Sad. Upset. Nostalgic. Crappy after college days.

Friends is to be off air on E4 from Monday as far as I’m concerned.

I’m very upset. It’s been my after school thing at 5pm FOREVER. I screamed about it yesterday to my sister and I also complained about it to my friend, she has the boxset so that might be swiftly borrowed from
her :)

Regardless. CRY CRY CRY CRY CRY CRY CRY CRY etc, you get the gist. I’m angry.

Too-Doo-Loo MotherFo.

tumblr ticks all of my boxes, I’ve been scrolling for about 10 minutes and I’m already smiling at nothing….

Well Done Maestros, Well Done.

“Britain can afford to be more brutal and ruthless.” I was clearly right, because we’re too nice as a country. We like the peace (well, who doesn’t?) and everything is always handled calmly over here. 

BRUTALITY. That is what you need. You can’t afford, in a situation like this to be passive. It’s on our doorsteps and some of us are afraid to leave the house. People may be content with that, however, they have no knowledge whatsoever of what is to occur next, or where. This can not be joked about.

The most irritating thing though (if you haven’t read my Facebook status already), these riots began Saturday night. The Prime Minister, the Mayor of London and the Home Secretary were nowhere to be seen. Fair enough, the attack was pretty sporadic. 

Nonetheless, after hearing about Enfield, that is your cue to get off of your lazy arse and hop on a plane back to work in London. Speaking directly about David Cameron, you pretty much forced Gordon Brown to resign and when out breaks of violence begin in your city, you still haven’t moved from Italy. Really? Are you kidding me?

As for the other two, Enfield and the other various disturbances should have been the trigger to just get home and attempt to fix it. More than enough damage has been done and some of it could have been prevented. 

SHAME ON YOU. “I’M SHOCKED ! SHOCKED !” (friends quote: phoebe on a bike)

Just a thought……

this is paramore’s time to shine with ‘monster’.

Just some social banter… with my pop’ (surprise surprise)

Talking about the riots with my dad, and we just brought up vision express ……

These guys clearly needed to loot there to see what size the shoes they’ve stolen, or if they can recognise their faces on the fronts of the papers.

It’s a massacre, ha. I’m only laughing because it’s scale is abysmal. It’s lead people to not leave their houses, although the brave ones still choose to.

The one time we need the weather to be shite, and it’s allowed some of the biggest riots since the 1980s. God, I know you’re up there, if you feel like raining, then please, oh please, be our guest.

This is how it’s all gone down: http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-14436499

I also had a premonition that online sales and Royal Mail action increase.

Because I live on the edge of tottenham….

I know I’m not telling you something you don’t know, however, this is something else. I’m nowhere near my house. I’m waiting for my daddy at my friend’s house with my girls. 

This is not good. Patience is a virtue and I’m shocked. I’m literally shocked. This has gone from a quiet protest to, “Free stuff ! Yeah, let’s go!” 

Seriously, could you get any lower? Driving home is going to be a little nightmare/pickle. Both routes for myself and my ladies to get home are like blocked.

I can’t blog any more about this.

ARGH

chomp chomp chomp: the morning after.

I write this blog post from my bedroom floor. This has been a short, enjoyable and I’ve gotten pretty much everything I could have out of this course.

I have met some lovely people who certainly know what they want to do in life, whereas for me, this has been a little bit of a wake-up-call.

Journalism is amazing. I always knew it was, but yesterday after telling somebody I was on this course, they starting (metaphorically) attacking, bringing up, of course the hacking scandal. I’m 17 years old, leave me alone, you’ve already got your job.

In my head, I sounded like a journalist. The thought made me chuckle and I understood that it was a career path. This could go very, very right and down into the gutter. This is crunch time.

In regards to the morning after: I stayed at my friend’s house last night, with full complete knowledge of having my last session today at YJA. I got up at 6:30am via chicken alarm and left her house by 6:40. After a brisk walk home, I’ve worked up a little bit of a sweat and knocking on the door begins….

I tried my key and the family’s latched the door, so I tap away at my knocker. I see my parents’ window is open so I quietly start calling them as I knock. Bad idea.

I hear mama trotting down the stairs, unlocking the doors followed by: “All I do is open doors at this time for you and your sister.” I did her a favour. She is working this morning and needed to be woken up. You’re welcome, ma.

I’ve also found two new insect bites, in addition to my leg and my upper torso.

Karma? Definitely not, nature never liked me, it was always her.

Ignorance is your new best friend, monster.

I feel it is my duty to do this:

“I’ll stop the whole world, I’ll stop the whole world from turning into a monster, eating us alive. Don’t you ever wonder, how we survive? Well now that you’re gone, the world is ours.”

“Don’t wanna hear your sad songs, I don’t wanna feel your pain, well I swear its not my fault, cause you know we’re not the same, we’re not the same, oh we’re not the same…Well you treat me just like, another stranger, well ‘its nice to meet you sir’, I best be on my way out…”

These are most obviously hits at the Farro brothers. Hayley, Taylor and Jeremy were clearly not impressed.

I like paramore as a trio, its more compact and snazzy. Its the only word I could think of. Their music isn’t necessarily “omg, I can relate to it so much, its like their writing my life”. Its simply, strong words about real stuff. They talk about the hard friendships (brighter, ignorance), they support trying to stop sex trafficking (we are broken) and just, its catchy and always seems to be in my head.

It’s chilling, their music isn’t so mainstream in the charts. That makes me smile like you won’t believe. Keep it that way, keep it alternative, keep it para-ed up.